Paranoid.
Paranoid with whats on my mind now.Seriously,im super duper wuber no mood alright.Whats on my mind now i dont even understand it myself.Maybe yes i do,there are many people asking me to trust,and telling me in love trust is very important.Yeah,of cause i know trust is very important in love,but cause of my previous pasts,im having a phobia.Although,i know i should try my best not to think so much,but even though thats the case,sometimes i finally brought myself to think of the positive ways and it turns out to be the negatve want.Life is always like that in times.Getting super paranoid with love,but still i love you alot alright(:Maybe like what many people told me,im thinking too much,but maybe its not.I dont know,but all i know is i will try my very best in this relationship,Thats it.When i was in my super down mood,my dearest jovin and drea was there for me,Joy,Fiona too.(:When i dint know whad to said,baby&Jovin was there.Thanks for all these things kay,maybe dint have much consoles,but there are advices.Thanks sisters,all of you all are very important to me.Even though,how much i dint get about whad you all said,at least when im alone,i can think of whad all of you all told me.Really very pleased to have such sisters.Thanks for everything in all these while,im thankful.
Anyway,talked about yesterday.It wasnt a good day,because the same thing happened,i have no mood.Always because of the same thing,im tired.Yesterday went with drea and co. to yishun to find ahpui.After awhile,chocolate and group came.I miss her like fcuk luhs!Eeshi came after that too.Was a boring/shag day but at the same time it was quite like fun.In the morning,something cropped up,Me&Drea,Ahpui&co. went up to Eeshi sushi house"(:Me,Drea is in the procedure of plan "B" for Fel.Haha,it was damn funny.The stupid sushi face was like damn entertaining!Haha,in the end plan "B" still dint succeed.So poor me&drea went home from yishun like around 11/12 plus.When we reached bedok it was like 1 plus in the afternoon close to 2.Imagaine,never had a single sleep for the whole day,Reached home,i couldnt sleep due to somethings.Hais,finally dued to not enough sleep.I fell asleep(:So now,im posting here.Yesterday at yishun overall was quite fun,but maybe dued to my mood?It dint seems so fun,Fun but with shag mood perhaps?(: Messaging with that stupid sushi now,he calling me wasabi(:Cool names right?!Haha,anyway when im sad just now,he was there trying to cheer me up too,thanks sushi(:And right!I remembered something,yesterday when at his house,Dreadrea and me was helping him to put on eyeliner,eye shimmering&"Someone's"Fake eye lash,those who are awake still at that time,was all laughing away including me.Stupid Sushi,i think you can go join mediacorp!Can act in funny shows,Lol.Yesterday he was the one making me and drea laughing all the way!Haha(:
Sometimes,life are unfair.Things turns out to be worst when everything i going alright for me in a sudden.Everytime things like this happen...Nobody will ever feel how im feeling right now.This feeling is very horrible..
Anyway,people who tagged my blog,i replied you all' tags at my previous post people(:Im feeling better now?I think so(:Thanks to those people who had been consoling me(:
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