Memories are way too beautiful

Choudajing's peipei(:

Baby,im very scared that i've got no more chance to wait for you to come out..Me myself maybe also..);'Baby,howhow??Hope nothing will happen,i only scared that they wouldnt give me anymore chance..If is that,howhow?);'Maybe...Hais,i dont know.Thursday,they will tell me whad will happen to me..Im seriously very scared..I scared if something happened to me,i will lose everything that im having now..Baby,i need youuuu..);'You stand a very important place in my heart know?But now,i also cannot do anything..Only hope that everything will be fine for me,in order for me to continue to wait for you bahs..):'Baby!Kosipei miss you alot know not?!Dont know are you getting use to life inside..Must be horrible for you,hais.I could understand how you are feeling now..Baby,imissyou alotalot..Know not?I want faster visit you..i miss all those days with you alot..Hope this 6 months can pass without any bad things happening..Baby,i got this chart to show you!!I drawed something,very funny.(:Hope i still got this chance to see you outside and when you are outside,the one with you will still be me..Baby,i miss you like alot alot.Till now,my feeling is still standing strong,hope yours too.Baby,i miss you.I love you,and lastly i need you to be by my side..BABYYYY,CHOUDAJING!Sometimes,thinking of the bad sides,the bad things that might happened,i will often break into tears..My mood is still on the breaking down side.After you went in,seems like everything bad is happening to me..And i dont know why.I only know,i pray hard that nothing will happen to me..So that at least,i still have this chance to wait for you rather then have no more hopes..And think should be mcys probation again,wtf?!GOSH,I dont want my probation life again sials.Enough of it luhs lorhs.Hais,liddat night life will gone.But teacher told me is only doing survey?!Lols,dont know whad this programme is also..Hope is not some stupid boring programme.):Anyway,at marilyn's house now..So boring,hoho.Baby,soon it will be 1 month after you went in.Time flys real fast,but to me its very slow.Anyway think i will be working soon..So might not have much time outside anymore too..Plus think i should be going to some school learn whad i want to(:Singing,here i come(:And after the first month you go in,12 days later will be our 2nd month..(:Baby,sipei is missing you dearly know not?Im waiting for you to come out,always.Baby,iloveyou.

Only the days with you,
Are the happiest moments..
I miss you dearly
Endless love.