Memories are way too beautiful

See how i was smiling before everything happened.See how my smiles were for real.Now,there's no more..I seriously miss you alot luh choudajing.Know everytime i see the people around me were so sweet as in sweet couples?They makes me damn jealous,why can i have you,but not that near me.Its so hurtful you know.132 more days,ensure my promises will be kept.Yes,i will wait.Definitely i will,Choudajing,the feeling is still as strong as ever.You know how much i do really miss you?Almost everyday im thinking,yeas its everyday im thinking and talking about you.I miss you,i really do.Yeah,Iloveyou and imissyou so much is the only sentence i can tell you when i can visit you buh?Yeah,it is,maybe when i see you i will be too happy till i run out of words to say.So yah,bear in mind baby.Not words can describe how im feeling right now.